I don't know what I want to be. I have a dream I want to achieve but it fades away every now and then. I'm saying the dream I have now is not well-established within me. I don't really have a burning fiery passion to achieve it. I'm not exactly driven by it.
When it comes to the utmost basic necessity of life, just having food to consume each day until you breathe out your last breath is the only thing that matters; that is if we boil it down to the simplest notion.
But "living life to the fullest" is deep down, what most of us aim to do. The way I see it, I regard living life to the fullest as having a strong passion to do one thing in every single day you live- to wake up every morning and feel motivated to do something which you hold very dear to you. To have something that you live for- and that something has to be really significant for you that it makes you go on living.
At the moment, I do have a rough idea of what I want to pursue. but is my feeling towards pursuing that dream strong enough to make me want to wake up each day and dedicate my life to it? Not really. I'm just trying to find a greater reason to solidify why I want to pursue that dream.
Though we know, living to achieve your dreams and living for something you're passionate for is not the only way to "live life to the fullest". There are infinite other ways anyone can live life to fullest. But I don't know wat those ways are, I'm uncertain of what I want to be and what I'm going to do in life. AND TURNING 19 FREAKS ME OUT!
Written: 5 April 2024
Credits to owner of the picture above. Picture description: Sunset in Kota Kinabalu.

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